Molly-Mae Hague said she will always love Tommy Fury as she reflected on the ‘very real’ two weeks since they ended their engagement in a new YouTube video on Thursday.
The former Love Island star split from the boxer, both 25, earlier this month after a five-year relationship and since Tommy has been accused of cheating on Molly after alleging sharing a passionate kiss with Danish Milla Corfixen, 20, during a lads’ holiday in North Macedonia.
Now Molly-Mae has said in her first video following the shock news that she is ‘ready to move forward and look to the future’ as she opened up with her followers.
Opening the ‘normal vlog’, the influence sat on the floor of her £4million Cheshire mansion as she spoke to the camera addressing fans.
She said: ‘You might be clicking on this video hoping I’ll spill the tea or speak about what’s been happening the past few weeks but to be honest with you that was never something that was going to happen and it’s not something I ever plan on talking about.
The last 2 weeks are very real and are real life. It is something we are trying to go through privately as best we can but I haven’t really been able to get away from it.
‘My coping mechanism has been talking to those who I love and those who have been incredible in this time and then coming on here and pushing forward. I don’t feel comfortable talking about it because this is real life, its not drama, its not a publicity stunt, it’s actually really sad and deep and I don’t feel right to talk about it.’
Out of respect for Tommy I don’t want to talk about it because the last two weeks has been a lot and it has blown out of proportion and the last thing I want to do it fuel the fire and stir the pot when it doesn’t need to be. I want to move forward and look to the future.
‘The last two weeks have been made easier because of the love from you guys I have been so overwhelmed from the support.’
Molly-Mae went on to say she is ‘looking forward to moving on’ as she thanked her ‘incredible’ support system for helping her through the shock break-up.
She continued: ‘It’s not the best vlog its just random bits from the last few weeks but I’m looking forward to pressing on and moving on. I’m not going to just push it under the carpet but publicly its not something I want to discuss.
‘I have been dealing with it and my personal support system have been incredible, I have got everything out and dealing with it but it is an on going process.’
The mother-of-one confessed she will ‘always love’ ex Tommy but said the split is ‘very sad’ and she is excited to move forward as she has ‘excited things’ coming up.
She continued: ‘Tommy is Bambi’s dad and I will always value him and respect him and will always have a lot of love for him. We were together for five years and it is very very sad. Lets hope we can move forward because I have so many exciting things coming up.
Thank you for the support and patience and love. I have read so many messages and you guys are the best. This is a process and pressing on is step one and this is definitely the right way for me to process this.’
Molly-Mae went on to detail the ‘hardest part’ for her of the split as she confessed she ‘dreads weekends’ as she finds it ‘lonely and sad’.
She said: ‘I am trying to find things to do to fill my time and I am dreading the weekends because they are crap. When you are going through a break up weekends are the worst.
‘Weekends are something I look forward to, it is family time and memory making time and now I feel like weekends are the hardest time because it’s lonely and sad. I’m not looking forward to them but I think every weekend that past it should get easier.
‘In breakups there are parts of the days that are worse and better than others, morning and evenings are horrendous and weekends for me horrendous. In the middle of the day when your busy you’re not thinking about it and then when things slow down you think about it.
‘I was so used to how life was for so long and had a routine and everything is done with your person and there is a lot of change and it is really c**p.
‘You might be thinking why am I back on here like nothing has changed but this is the best way for me to deal with it and YouTube and vlogging is something else for me to focus on. It’s going to be a journey and process but I’m glad I have an online family for support.’